It's late, so I'm not going to edit this,

but I haven't heard from you in a while.
I miss you.
It's the new year, and I'm excited. I'm starting over. With everything.
I'd like to be HAPPY, for once. And for a while.

I spent it with the boys, i was home at 1130, and i stayed awake until four.
I woke at about seven.

I work tomorrow. Brittany's home, so I guess I'm going to see her after I get off.
I wish i knew what time you'd be back sunday.
I could make sure all my homework was done before then.

I dyed my hair. You know, something different. New year, new person, new hair.
Everything should change, eventully, but I'm going to take slow steps.

I'd like to think that I've changed in your almost two week absence.
You'll be able to tell me if I have.

I broke my phone. I now have this old brick that i dont like using too much.
You remember how I told you that i NEVER want to be dependent on something?
Yeah. I was. On my phone.
I'm going to try to make that never happen again.
My phone, the internet, a person.
Those three.
Hold me to it?

Anyways, i work in twelve hours, so I'm going to log off.
Gimme a call when you read this.
I'll be on the phone with Paul, if he hears the ring, and then I'll be reading Abarat.
So I wont be reading until the end of part one, which is another seventy pages.

But until then, goodnight.
I love you, I miss you.
-Brie