Wake me up in COLOUR

i've had this movie line stuck in my head for a while, something about finally realizing that MAYBE the world was just black and white... (ELIZABETH TOWN) and i realized that maybe it is. maybe that line is true. but if it is, we can MAKE our own colour.
just like colour pictures started off as black and white.

i dont know, maybe the music is getting to me.

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day three of just my dad and me. Mum and Skylar come home tomorrow afternoon/night and i CANT CANT CANT wait. i missed them.
and i just cant really take it anymore.

its not like we've fought too much (we have, but nothing BIG... yet) i just dont really get along with him.

most people dont get along with their parents, but i dunno. maybe this is different. i've never heard anyone act like me around their father like i act around mine.

whatever.

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welcome to finding out about me.
i have another blog
where all my stories are at.

createbrie.blogspot.com

its just all my writing.
i found out yesterday that i have 30 stories.
i was waiting for 20 before i wrote a few CHAPTERS to send into get published.
i've drempt about this for years.

but do i REALLY want the world knowing how my mind works?
and its GOT to be different then just blogging.
its actual ENGLISH freaks looking at it, and picking it apart.

do i want that?

yes. i do. i want to see my name printed across a book.

but, still...
i dont know.
i dont want my mother knowing how my mind works.
i dont want the WORLD knowing that my mind works the way it does.

but i LOVE the reactions i get.

maybe i can ask mum what she thinks.
'cause i dont know if i brought it up with David.
but i'll do that tonight too.

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haha, i talked to him last night.
i kinda enjoy our conversations.

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AND JUST FOR THE RECORD: piano christmas music in June is the BEST THING EVER.

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and it still needs to POUR in San Diego.